Our danielle only lives round the corner from me mums so i had walked to hers && so next morning had to walk back to ours to get me car for work && clean my teeth cos i didn’t have a toothbrush .. when i walked towards ours theres an empty, greasy pizza box on top of me car .. When i got in the house i asked him if he had pizza for his dinner last night but he was too hung over to remember .. I cleaned me teeth && went to work .. he text me later on in the day && said he thought it was a good idea if he moved back in with his dad for a few days && i just replied “yea, fine”.
When i got home he was still there .. my tea was on the table && my clothes had been washed && were hung out on the line drying .. Me mum wasn’t very well && had been in bed all day so he had hoovered right through too .. i just thought to meself isn’t it funny how it takes me kicking off to get him to behave in a normal manner like you would want ya partner to behave .. I knew 100% if i hadn’t said anything he would have just sat on his arse all day playing xbox with his bumchum .. i wasn’t going to give in that easy so i just asked him if he was still there?? He said yea is it ok if i go tomorrow .. I said go whenever ya like.
Half an hour later i have got his dad’s boyfriend texting me saying you two need to talk .. That is something else i cant stand about jay, he wont talk to me but he will talk to every other fucker, so i told him wot i thought .. he said he wanted to talk so i went && sat down with him .. i told him i was totally fed up of him sitting on his arse doing nothing but play on an xbox like a little kid && the way he just sits around MY house getting drunk with mates when i have been in work all day .. Then when i get in he cant even be arsed talking to me .. his only reply was that he never knows if am in a mood with him or not .. so i told him i wouldn’t be in a mood if he just did a bit to help out now && again .. why cant he cook tea for me && me mum now && again instead of waiting for one of us to do it .. me mum isnt well why should she have to wash his clothes && clean up after him while he sits on his arse all day??
He started saying that it was about time he grew up && started pulling his weight && he admitted that it wasn’t fair the way he was with me && me mum .. i told him that was what he said last time i kicked off && he promised to behave .. few days later he was back to his usual self && that is no doubt what he will do this time too .. he said he would go back to his dad’s in the morning && have a think && that it would do us good to have a bit of space for a few days .. to be completely honest, i couldnt wait for him to go so i said why don’t you go now because i needed a good think.
So he packed his things && off he went back round to his dad’s house.
I had my bed to myself that night && it felt great .. My room to myself, my house to myself && my life to myself again for the first time in ages .. I was happy for the first time in ages .. Then our Charlie rang me — she’s me cousin — saying that i needed to stop my boyfriend from trying to chat her little sister up .. I was like fucking hell Charlie I have just kicked him out what’s he doing?? Turns out he’s on the phone to her, he’s texting her && generally chasing after her .. The main thing that pissed me off about that is that she is only 17!!
Who knows, maybe he is still a teenager inside that head of his && that’s why he is always on the xbox.
Alls i know is i am fedup of the sight of him and the sound of his voice.
He needs to just go now and stay gone.